Here I Will

Here I will write
whatever might                       k
come to mind    t o                 c
unrefined      u   f  o            a
      like an o      c n      oc   p
                        tr l r  k t
                          o      e
flailing a corpse around.
 
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Here I will scribble            case   l
whatever drivel              air        l
keeps me aloft           a st           
while drifting off   bing                i
            like clim                     
                                          n
                           
                                          g 
through space.
 
 
Here I will hunt and peck
whatever the heck
puts me in a fit       p    $  a   $  on  
to see what I get    r    l     f    m   
               like g  $   i g     r     y
                        pl       t   $  e 
                      a     n  $  e       $
in a crowded air booth.
 
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Here I will splatter     t   !           n  
whatever matter        #   i    &    t  i    g
comes to the surface         h      i t   &
without any purpose      @    s   h 
                  like           +         @
                        !      t    f a       
                          %  h           a    !
                         e e     #     a  %
                            e          n    
                                     !
Yes, I will go ahead
with the aforesaid... 
Still, I
wish you could see me 
in another time, another age
long ago, or yet to come 
when I beat the war drums 
and I knew what I was doing.